Disgruntled...

Not in a good mood, no, not at all. I hate this house hunting crap.
The entire process is so much like a sales process...its terrible. The same hunting out for 'to-let' boards, the same talking to a million people to get hints of a potential property coming up in the market, the same fawning and fake smiling when talking to unreasonable land owners, the same trying to look decent and shareef when talking to pudgy landlords who you want to punch in the face. AAAARRRGGGHHHH I HATE IT

It also gets compounded when you don't know whether its even worth fighting for, or is it just easier to take anything that you can get. I want a nice calm house that I can go home to and relax in the evening. I want a place where I can sprawl without having a hundred problems. I want a sanctuary for my peace, with all amenities I may need. Is it too much to ask for? Maybe I need to think about the future, how many such house hunts are left in me (I'm 25, but these harrowing hunts make me feel old and sick). Maybe, I should start thinking about decisions like which city I want to spend my life in , and start working about getting a house there.

AAARRGGGHHH what defeatist crap am I dishing out! 5 days in a solitary hunt and this is what i'm reduced to...pathetic